The Annoying

I have a hatred problem. I just cannot forget what that 'someone' have done to me. Every time I see her, it annoys me so much. Even though we are just okay now.

And the worst thing is, I will have to work with her, maybe through out my life. Because, she and her family are just like half of my family too.

I have to obey what she said even though it is not necessary and i don't like the way she make me to do what she want. She is just a senior. Here, not obeying and objecting what the senior says is a crime.

I know, I cant live this. So, i just trying to let go of my ego. Yes, slowly i try to obey her, that looks like I don't have the right to object even though i think my idea is better. And, alhamdulillah (all praises to God) my heart feels a little less burden.

I just realize, it's just okay to look like we are an idiot. So that we now, how not to be an idiot :)

Surabaya . sleepy