Not The Only One Anymore

You know what? When I first went to the university that I'm studying at right now, I'm alone. Yeah, because it just me, a student from different country that was studying Islamic law that year. All the other boys from my country was taking History and Counseling course.

I feel kinda cool. I feel a bit special because it's just me only the foreigner there. But now, my friends joining me the following years. And I'm not the special, the only foreigners there. Okay! What is I'm talking about. Okay! Enough. Bye

The Annoying

I have a hatred problem. I just cannot forget what that 'someone' have done to me. Every time I see her, it annoys me so much. Even though we are just okay now.

And the worst thing is, I will have to work with her, maybe through out my life. Because, she and her family are just like half of my family too.

I have to obey what she said even though it is not necessary and i don't like the way she make me to do what she want. She is just a senior. Here, not obeying and objecting what the senior says is a crime.

I know, I cant live this. So, i just trying to let go of my ego. Yes, slowly i try to obey her, that looks like I don't have the right to object even though i think my idea is better. And, alhamdulillah (all praises to God) my heart feels a little less burden.

I just realize, it's just okay to look like we are an idiot. So that we now, how not to be an idiot :)

Surabaya . sleepy